Part of the Human Race
That’s all I want, to feel part of the human race again. I just feel so alone and isolated tonight.
Intellectually, I know it has to get better, that there are ways to make it better, but it is hard to believe that right now.
I need some kind of support network. It seems like so few people understand what I am going through. Maybe I can get in touch with Stephanie. She and I got along well and we understand each other well. That is what I need more than anything, people I get along with and that understand not just me but I am dealing with right now.
This is one fight I can’t afford to lose. While I don’t fear death, I am in no rush to embrace it either.
Posted: July 22nd, 2008 under My Journey.