News for April 2008
Trapped (2008)
I wrote this back in April 2008 when I was going through a hard time.
do you know whats its like
to be trapped alone,
in ones own mind
surrounded by dark
only darkness
only misery
only emptiness
hurting so much
that you dont even care enough
to want to do anything about it.
so bad that you don’t have enough desire
to even get up to make food
only getting up to do it
when you absolutely must
when you finally do get up
feeling like your legs
will give out on you
only doing basic things
purely mechanically
just a void
just numb
wondering what is the point
wanting to curl up
hide from life
from the world
from everything
from yourself
Edited: April 28th, 2008
