A Bad Day

Today was a bad day for me. It was the first really bad day that I have had all year. It all started with a comment that someone made to me the other day that has since left me feeling totally repulsive and like an ogre. Who said what is not really important at this point, the important part is how I am feeling.

All day long people have picked up on that somethign was bothering me. I wanted to talk about it to someone, but I told them that I just had a lot on my mind. I knew that no one really wanted to hear about what was bothering me. People have beat that fact into my head plenty of times over the years. So, I decided not to bother anyone with my problems.

Of course, the one person I did want to talk to about it, my wife, hasn’t felt well all day and slept the entire day. Even the cat slept the day away. It left me alone all evening, which made for a very lonely night. Needless to say, it did not help my mood any.

Right now as I type this up, I have my pillows and a blanket on the floor behind me. I am planning on sleeping on the floor of the hallway tonight.

Comments

Comment from R Punko - 2012/04/09 at 22:40

I am sorry you are so down. I wish I could cure your saddness, but I do understand how you feel. But it will get better.