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More Early Morning Ramblings

Right now part of me wants to run away from everyone important to me so they don’t have to watch me fight this battle and have these breakdowns. I don’t want them to see me wither and fail. I don’t want them to know how much of a screwup and failure I am.

If I hide they won’t see, they won’t know. Some of the most important people ever in my life already know that I am though.

They have suffered enough watching me fall apart this much haven’t they, why put them through more. At the same time though, I want to run to them and beg them to help me. Is it selfish to put them through this because I can’t get through it alone.

Posted: July 22nd, 2008 under My Journey.

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